Laugh

"OK COUNT, THIS IS REDICULACE!
I CANT CONTAIN MY SELF ANY LONGER!
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!"


Ha! That produced a laugh!

Which is kind of a rare commodity these days.

Well, OK I guess some explanation of the dry spell is in order.

For me this has been a time of facing inner shadows – dark scary ones. And when they are hovering I just feel backed into a corner and damn near speechless with apprehension.

And every so often I think it must be great to be one of those happy go lucky sorts of people who manage to sing and dance through the days and have clever things to say no matter what.

Or else I think, OK this is what’s happening now: the world is going through the wringer. So don’t beat yourself up for feeling like crap.

Or else I think that this blog, much as I actually love it, is just a reflection of my dysfunctional egoic state that serves no really beneficial purpose to anyone.

Or else I am so overwhelmed with a sense of catastrophic and claustrophobic doom that there is no motivation to do anything anyway.


Wow! And someone really wants to hear more about that stuff?

God bless you, man!

And thanks for the laugh!