tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8588431127521658967.post6295254728351878981..comments2023-03-30T07:10:20.607-07:00Comments on Countdown to 2012 - Mayan Calendar End: Letting GoDEEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00658452725061948770noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8588431127521658967.post-70133881607648276482009-06-08T05:44:30.444-07:002009-06-08T05:44:30.444-07:00That it THATS IT! I must let go. All this stuff fo...That it THATS IT! I must let go. All this stuff for gargbage piles and grandparents house this stuff ifs making me sick. Mnausia yuk. i want to live my life out watching clouds and spiders and birds I so love the birds. they were my first friends and counsil. i want to wander aimlessley to the water then back to the tree. God i can make it happen but i must let go. is that wahat this new sickness is about? helping leading me to let go of the pressure this rental the routines. Live in my aunts barn hang the magnificent chimes. Watch clouds go by. Last night or eearly morn i looked upon full moon i said tell me. then trealized the clouds fornmed a perfect tick over the moon. they were only freckle size. Little shits. got em right off within days. I hope i post from the barn in august then we shall celebrate.<br />no one will likely read thids far back so long as you keep generating that awesome real heart stuff. i dont know why i am writing here like this just make s me feel better. mb say GET better at feeling. I rentsed sad moves few days ago after my visit to the er. got to cry some . i amnot a movie watcher but i need to cry and cry and cry.I guess writing here is a form of realease. I know you would undestand but it seems you have and easier time crying lucky you<br />I should go visit my friend Julia she can make grown men ccry. ;-)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com